the Email Read:

"Ferah,

My only concern before you make your final decision is the timing of the trip. In October both I and my sister will be working. This means we will not have any time (except weekends) to show you the city. Only my mom is available to travel with you and her English is not sufficient.  Also if you travel to where grandma lives, it is a long haul and again my mom’s English is minimal.

You would have much better time if you could arrive during the summer months.  Then Arzu and I would have plenty of time to show you around, go to museums etc with you.

The decision is up to you. (1) Check if you can make it in August – because Arzu’s school starts the first week of September.  (2) Postpone the trip to next June (3) or continue with your plans for October. 

It is your call. Just let me know soon.

Cenk "

AAAAAAAAAAH FUCKING A...i need to leave the country- i cant stay here anymore and i dont want to put off going to turkey another fucking YEAR- i dont really know what to do right now... i need to go to turkey but i dont want to go over there and sit around waiting for people to show me the world because my turkish is like that of a 3 year old. i dunno- what do you think i should do? should i still go? should i stay here and wait it out till next june?

meeh.......eeeeeeeh.......errrrrrrrr

peace

ferah